los_desbos (los_desbos) wrote in nimrod_fiction,

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Title: It's funny, it's sad, it's good, it's bad
Author: los_desbos
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: none
Description: about Tre. includes suicide.
Disclaimer: The members of Green Day are real people and I do NOT own them. The writing is fictional.

It's funny that they never clued in. It's funny that they won't figure it out. I gave them all the signals they need and they won't figure it out.
It's funny that the crazy stunts that could've killed me, should have killed me, didn't do it. It's funny that this is the way it goes. I'll be the only one laughing.
It's funny that I always seemed to love myself. It's funny that I was impressed by what I did. I was always a great liar.

It's sad that it has to end this way. It's sad that someone'll have to find me like this. I'm not sorry.
It's sad that someone will feel guilty for this. It's sad that nothing can be said to change it. I'm the only one that should have to feel guilty.
It's sad that they'll never get to say goodbye in person. It's sad that they'll miss me. I know I'll miss them.

It's good that they won't find a mess. It's good that they won't have to do much. I'll be dressed my best.
It's good that they won't be able to stop it. It's good that it's quick. I won't have to think while I do this.
It's good that they don't see it coming. It's good that it'll be a surprise. I always liked surprising people.

It's bad that they can't stop me. It's bad that it's quick. I'm not going to go back.
It's bad that someone will have to cut it. It's bad that something will move. I'll be a work of art before they move me.
It's bad that nobody notices. It's bad that nobody cares. I know I don't.

So now, before I go, I'll look at my accomplishments. The records I made with Billie and Mike. Each one a great work of art. I pretty myself up in the mirror and straighten my tie. Now I stand on the chair, noose tied tight. Today is the day that Tre Cool dies

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